Uhhhmmmm – yeah…they said, come defend this proposal on Thursday, June 19th – yesterday was Sunday, June 15th when they said so…and although I want it, I feel both excited and scared spitless…so much that I need a nap. So here I am; feeling much like a child needing a hand to hold, afraid of the ghosts and ghouls under the bed and in the closet. I am going to read it again, and prepare as best as I can – and see what happens. I feel ready…and little crazy…but perhaps that is a crazy good thing. Or maybe just crazy…